Friday was graduation which was awesome and then I went swing dancing which was terrible. After that I went to a party which was fantastic, I had so much fun. The next day I went to two other parties which were both very fun then today I just sat around the house and relaxed. Tomorrow I start work again and i’m trying not to think about it too much since I am a bit nervous since it will be the first time i’ve worked since I came out and started living as a girl.
I can not believe how much of a fucking asshole my father is. Like wtf
I wish I had friends who I could talk about anything with; at anytime. I feel alone, like I have no one who i’m close friends with.
I just got home from my last day of high school and i’m crying! I don’y even know why i’m crying! I’m all sad inside and I don’t even know why! I had a great day and everything. omg why am I crying.
I had an appointment today at the mazzoni center. My estrogen injections was raised to .5ml every 2 weeks from .25 ml every two weeks. Also my spiro was raised to 50mg twice a day. yay!!
Im so bad at sharing and expressing my emotions and what I really feel.
Today was graduation practice and it went really well. I’m wearing white (the color girls wear), my named was announced correctly, and it is in the program correctly. I got to talk to some of my friends who I hadn’t gotten to talk to like all year. I also figured out my college plans for next year. I’m feeling more confident in school and I haven’t been covering myself up as much. I still have received zero harassment straight to me in school. SO that’s good. On the other side of things I was really upset, sad, and angry yesterday. Part of it was my worries about my friends and it was worsened by the fact that yesterday was my injection day so that means I was at the very end of my hormone cycle.